What can i say

Current mood:exhausted

 

Progress not perfection...that one is a tough cookie to swallow, but if you take it in small bites, it's good food for thought. 

i just totally made that crap up.
i am sooooooooo excited to go home. you have no freakin idea.  I miss my MHY folks and those heathens at York too. 
I suppose I have to re-think my manner of living when I come home, but it will be close to what I used to do at home-stay busy and one day at a time try to be the best me I can be and ask for God's will daily.
I really don't know what else I have now.  I will miss many friends here in germany, most of whom i just recently had the honor to meet.  I will undoubtedly miss my SPC K and many others, because they in part changed my life.  I tend to overcomplicate things, and someone very recently helped me to put all that crap into perspective by saying- "Stay in the moment, or you will waste the now worrying about the past or the future, which you have no control over."
I still don't know what i am doing this weekend, but i am sure whatever i do, i will both have a blast and feel guilty about not spending time with some person or another.  How egotistical of me to think that other people vie for my time!?!?!
Anyways, super grateful for today and I didn't do anything wrong.
-luv ya
shayna-on my 89th DOS